Does music control your mood or does your mood control your music?

I’ve tried to figure this out time and time again which one it is, but can’t seem to figure it out.

So what to do when what you want to do, what you are good at and what you are doing are all different?

I feel like we form dreams to give us something to hope for and we are given talents to give us something to be proud of. Rarely do dreams and talents intertwine… right?

Dreams are meant to be dreams. If dreams came true they’d no longer be dreams. Once your dreams come true, there’s nothing else to expect from life which in turn defeats the purpose of living, no?

We all have talents, it’s just a matter of discovering them. However, that doesn’t mean you have to enjoy working with that particular talent. It would be wise to utilize the talent, but sometimes that’s not worth the effort, yes?

These questions will never be answered.

With graduation drawing near, I can’t help but wonder - ………

I took a good chunk of my day today to look back on the past via Facebook Timeline. I often look through old pictures to reminisce, but going through Facebook was different. It was a combination of pictures, conversations with people, thoughts, and events. I’ve thought this over and over again numerous times, but I’ll never get over it. Change is a strange strange thing.

It’s interesting to see how much can remain the same while so much can change. It’s even more interesting to see how things can change to and fro, but in the end, there really is no change at all.

It’s interesting to see how much of me remains the same while so many of my thoughts and perceptions will change. It’s even more interesting to see how my thoughts, opinions and perceptions will go back and forth, to and fro, but in the end I still settle down to my original standpoint.

It’s interesting to see how many people will stay with you while so many make their entrances and exits. It’s even more interesting to see how many times certain people will walk in and out of your life, but in the end, their relationship with you never waxes or wanes.

This makes me wonder… how much control over change do I have? Had I just taken the effort to reach out a little more would things be different? Had I let go of frivolous things sooner, would things be different? With enough effort, can I stop things from changing? If so, what do I do now to take grasp of change in the future?

I’ll never know. But one thing I do know for sure…

Change is bittersweet.